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Low self-esteem... Well, perhaps...

And I know where it might be coming from...

1) Very bad high school experience (neglection and torture by my classmates because I was a good student)

2) Very little experience in relationships, for my age

 

Do you think these might have had a role in my constant self-blaming attitude?

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Low self-esteem... Well, perhaps...

And I know where it might be coming from...

1) Very bad high school experience (neglection and torture by my classmates because I was a good student)

2) Very little experience in relationships, for my age

 

Do you think these might have had a role in my constant self-blaming attitude?

 

Yes.

Vey probably.

 

Were your friends justified?

I very much doubt it.

This then, is why, we ask ourselves, if there is no justification for the past experiences, do we continue to bow down to them, when they have no value or truth to them at all?

 

Answers on a postcard please.

Entries must arrive by no later than...

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:-)))

What do you mean justified, you mean like "did your friends' attitude toward you had a good reason?"? (question within question, I'm getting there too haha)

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I really could not catch what you meant in your last message...

Can you explain a little? I want to understand so that it may help me...

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Hi guys, I want to update you regarding my situation, because it seemed to get better at first, but now it is going much worse...

 

For the last month I felt much better about myself and what happened, because I made myself believe that he was the problematic one.

 

However, especially around V-Day, I felt extremely bad. I haven't been talking to him for a long time, but suddenly, 2 days before V-Day he messaged me on my wall on Facebook, I don't know why, to remind me that the 2nd version of his favorite movie (I was the one to take him to the 1st movie and it was the date where the thing began to evolve into a relationship) was coming to theatres the next day.

 

He has a gf and I still don't have a bf, and I don't understand what he's trying to do to me. Everyone who knew I took him to that movie, has read his message (as it was public) as a flirty imply and reference to our date.

 

I'm sick of him, myself, and everything that surrounds me.

I'm really frustrated...

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