sinkerswim Posted January 17, 2009 Posted January 17, 2009 You are determined that this person is MEANT to be with you the rest of your life..or close to it?? I cant get it out of my head..that he is the one for me.. he came into my life when I least expected it..exactly a year after my ex fiance ripped my heart out of my chest. He was sooo good for me...did wonderful things..etc. Now that he isn't happy anymore...I feel like I need MORE of a chance. He is still loving and saying how much of a significant part of his life I am. I truly believe him... but he just isnt happy with me living here anymore. He said he may wake up one day..and realize the biggest mistake he ever made. I dont want to let go.. But I have to. I am terrified of going on this journey in life ALONE WITHOUT HIM. I want him. I want us back. Since Im still living here until the 30th..he still gives me a hug or kiss. He still listens to me..and talks to me. He told me today that me baking him cakes for his bdays was the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for him. His bday is next month...and now I cannot do it anymore. I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS. I CANT.
LostLamb Posted January 17, 2009 Posted January 17, 2009 I feel like my ex and I were meant to be forever. Weird things which led to us finding each other and the fact that we parted when still in love doesn't help. I am trying to believe that one day I will date again and just trying to get through the next couple of months. It is wrong for your ex to say things like one day he might wake up and realise he has made a mistake , there is nothing worse than false hope or mindgames.
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