Author not_a_happy_camper Posted January 16, 2009 Author Posted January 16, 2009 a year and a half, pretty much since we met. this wasn't your first break up with him though, was it?
LostLamb Posted January 16, 2009 Posted January 16, 2009 a year and a half, pretty much since we met. this wasn't your first break up with him though, was it? We got back together within hours. He is the ott type and I was unsure at the start because I had become ill and didn't know what was happening. Towards the end things were going well , i even met his extended family a week before. He just lost faith in me and said it would go back to how it had been. Its enough to turn me lesbian!
Author not_a_happy_camper Posted January 16, 2009 Author Posted January 16, 2009 i hate that it's so confusing. i haven't even gone into all the detail of why we broke up on this site, it's there's just so many minor details that add to the bigger picture. i just wish there was a way i could relieve my own guilt for what happened. i've forgiven him................i need to forgive myself too. i hadn't felt guilty until the last few days. and if i told any of my friends here that, that know everything that happened, they'd be kicking me. saying he doesn't deserve my apology or my time. but i hate thinking that i hurt him.
LostLamb Posted January 16, 2009 Posted January 16, 2009 It sounds so similar to me. I tried telling him that I was sorry and didn't know I was hurting him but all he could say is don't make the same mistakes with your next love etc I feel guilty too. I can't mention all the details on a public site. Hindsight is a painful thing.
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