Justmike101 Posted January 14, 2009 Posted January 14, 2009 As I scurried through writing my personal statement, I finally feel relieved. In part because my PS came out strong and ready for law school, I am able to kind of just sit back and take all of it in at this ungodly hour of 3:20 AM. End of 2008 was the most difficult moment in my life. Upon graduating college, I found a lucrative job at a prestigious firm and talked of moving in together with my ex. First day at work, my job offer got rescinded due to losing citizenship status for graduating college. Under extreme pressure, I hastily asked my ex for marriage, which ended in disaster. She thought I was putting my job before her and she altogether dropped me the same day. What really struck me hard was that she found a new boyfriend within few months and completely blocked me out of her life, which effectively ended all that we went through together for a year. Ever since then I contemplated some really bad thoughts as she was the love of my life. She was my first and only love, whom I had saved myself for 24 yrs. So much of my identity and future was tied up with her that her leaving was virtually a death. It's been 6 months now since that dreaded breakup, but I am now just passing 21 days of NC. I did the whole begging and pleading for months and my ex even called me a stalker. Heh, good ridden. This week I submit my application for law school and begin my studies in the LSAT exam. Although a part of me wants to know why my ex dumped me, I know that a brighter future and a new love awaits me just around the corner. What a year and what a heart break. I will forever miss my ex. I hope that I can get over her completely in the coming months. I don't want to be in pain anymore I want to be happy and confident again just as I was before I met her. Thank you for listening.
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