OCCDAVE Posted January 14, 2009 Posted January 14, 2009 Why did you have to lie to me Why did you have to tell me i was ur soulmate and we had a future Why did you u tell me if i gave you my heart i wouldnt regret it Why do i cry over u when u have yet to shed a tear for me Why was it so easy for you to move on heck u moved on fast Why didnt you feel the need to tell me ur feelings u once had were not there what u dont owe me at least that why did you walk all over me and treat me like crap why did u have me meet ur kids why did you allow me to become attach to kids you had no intention on sharing despite what you said why do i feel u were using me and finally got bored so u tossed me like a bad habit why cant i hate you despite all this pain you caused me why do i still miss you when i dont cross ur mind at all Sigh sorry ppl im venting
sinkerswim Posted January 15, 2009 Posted January 15, 2009 Its alright to feel that way...just let it all out. we are here for you.
Sagelily Posted January 15, 2009 Posted January 15, 2009 I'm So Sorry You Were Hurt. Sounds To Me That You're Better Off Without Her, Anyways. I Hope You Find Closure And Are Able To Heal And Move On Quickly. *Hugs* -SL
Peter_pan Posted January 15, 2009 Posted January 15, 2009 ill tell you why because you had deep feelings for her and she wansnt what you thought she was also she dosnt and didnt deserve you
fabulousgal Posted January 16, 2009 Posted January 16, 2009 I am sorry OCCDave. I feel these same kind of overewhelming why's a lot. I understand your frustration/sadness when you say things like this. You just want to know how, is it like possible you are that crazy to think that these things that happened actually meant something???? matter??? there is no answer I guess. take care, and be strong.
Blessings Posted January 16, 2009 Posted January 16, 2009 because you loved her and your feelings were honest. there is no shame in that...matter fact you should be proud for being capable to love...not many people are....the pain sucks i know... also just because someone walks out doesnt mean they never had feelings for you...the heartbreak is bad enough without adding "what if you never cared for me" i hope you feel better. hugs!
Author OCCDAVE Posted January 17, 2009 Author Posted January 17, 2009 because you loved her and your feelings were honest. there is no shame in that...matter fact you should be proud for being capable to love...not many people are....the pain sucks i know... also just because someone walks out doesnt mean they never had feelings for you...the heartbreak is bad enough without adding "what if you never cared for me" i hope you feel better. hugs!I know i just am upset she moved on so fast sigh
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