i never loved you

[shesmiles]

Now i can say that it wasn't real and that i never

actually loved you maybe i convinced myself

so long ago that i never really took the time to think about it but

i don't love you and i can now say that i never actually did.

we were so comfortable with eachother and we were so attached

that we figured we loved eachother or possibly just tossed the word around

without thinking about it, but on my part i never really thought about it until now ...

three years and this question creeps up on me did i love you?

thought about it, talked about it with my momma and i realised no, i never loved

you.. maybe something along deep lust but there definitely was no real love

involved i guess it's harsh for me to say this after so long but i'm only speaking the truth and telling it how it really is...see because when i broke up with you

i didn't care and i went on with my life until the day i broke down but i realised it was

because i missed the attachment we had, and i missed your company

but never did i tell myself it was because i loved you i broke up with you for the reason

that i was no longer happy with you and that it was time for me to let go., you were miserable

and you treated your family members like ****, you treated me like **** and i doubt you will ever change.although i am also realising i should of let go the moment i found out you cheated on me even though you didn't tell me until a year after it happened

i don't regret it because this has all made me stronger, the truth hurts but

i didn't love you and sorry to say but i'm glad,

[Tony T]

After reading the above, I'm very glad you got out of your situation and even happier that you're on your way to recovery. It's best that you made your move sooner than later...your whole life could have gone down the drain in a very unhappy and lonely situation.

 

They never tell you in school that relationships have a shelf life and relatively few stay fresh a long time. My hat goes off for those who have enough of a sense of commitment to hang in there over the long haul, realizing that life changes, people change and nothing is forever except our ability to adapt to each new chapter.