emotionalydistraugt Posted January 10, 2009 Posted January 10, 2009 Today is the day before I head back to school. Normally my ex would be over here spending as much time as possible with me before I headed back and instead I'm alone in my basement on LS. She's most likely with some other guy and I have noone. I want to be content with my life. I would even go as far as to say I want to see her if it's even for tonight. After everything she's done to me just one night so I know she still loves me or still cares.
kizik Posted January 10, 2009 Posted January 10, 2009 That's not good thinking. There is no "one last time". A thousand times seeing someone is not enough when you know it's over. You can safely assume that if she's not trying to make it work with you, she does not love you, and does not care about you anymore. I'm only being so harsh b/c the first part of this whole mess is acceptance. Once you understand that it's over, permanently, you can begin to rebuild yourself.
Ezekiel1337 Posted January 10, 2009 Posted January 10, 2009 Its like a drug, just one more hit. But that hit is never enough. But instead of a hit, it is the comfort of seeing your ex. I've been seeing my ex for coffee once a week, but i had to stop that as of last night. I saw her for coffee, and got the truth out of her. She was expecting me to sit around waiting for her while she dated other people and figured out if that's what she wanted. If she did not like it, then she would come back. BS. I moved on, a good girl is in my life now... just like i know there is some guy she likes because otherwise she would not even be doing this. So when she found out i was moving on, she started getting second thoughts. My recommendation... when you get to school... be as social as is humanly possible. Not the opposite sex per se, but a to start getting a good group of people to vent to. It helps SOOO much.
Author emotionalydistraugt Posted January 10, 2009 Author Posted January 10, 2009 I want to die so she's out of my head. No matter how much I stay away from her she lives soo close in my head. She's constantly in my thoughts and im drained. Im drained of feelings. I just want to sleep and not wake up.
You'reasian Posted January 11, 2009 Posted January 11, 2009 Today is the day before I head back to school. Normally my ex would be over here spending as much time as possible with me before I headed back and instead I'm alone in my basement on LS. She's most likely with some other guy and I have noone. I want to be content with my life. I would even go as far as to say I want to see her if it's even for tonight. After everything she's done to me just one night so I know she still loves me or still cares. Don't be such a downer. Go out and have a good time, man.
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