El Scorpio Posted January 9, 2009 Posted January 9, 2009 I'm always going through these phases, like I have 10 different personalities. Always revolves around my current "state" (ie.. whether I'm dating, single, in a relationship) and I guess that's somewhat normal, but I feel like the way I change is too drastic. when I'm currently dating, or I've "found someone".. I go back to my real personality. I'm kinda nonchalont and cool about everything. But when I'm single I become really sensitive and almost pansy-ish. I can't stand this about myself. EX: I'm posting on here. Not to say posting on here is bad (cause I am, duh) but I'll be honest I feel like me being a guy posting here is kinda pansy-ish, and as soon as I start dating I'll be thinking WTH was I doing posting on some loooove forum?? But as soon as I'm single, I'm back to little ol' me posting questions on internet love board and it drives me crazy. I just hate that when I'm single I don't feel like a man.. I feel like I'm in 8th grade. Why can't the way I feel when I'm dating or with someone carry on to when I'm single?? I been through it enough times I thought it should last.. but every time I wind up back here.. contemplating, dreaming, posting ridiculous questions on love boards.. :laugh:
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