Whitefox123 Posted January 9, 2009 Posted January 9, 2009 I have recently come to a conclusion: I have had enough of the drama and B.S. from my ex! I am tired of hanging on and waiting for somtehing to happen, only to get hurt in the end! I am moving on with my life WITHOUT HIM. I have been nothing but sweet to him, like a fool, but he never saw it. We were together 3 years almost and I shouldnt have ever tried to make it work......I've wasted over 6 months of my time. I feel like a fool...but at the same time I know that this will only make me stronger.....and trust me it already has. I'm just ready for the 'real deal' and ready to forget that jerk..... I have had coworkers, friends and family all tell me that I have grown so much since our break up and I am a totally different person! And apparently much happier! There were those times where it didnt matter what anyone said, I loved him...we were gonna make it work. I realize now that if the other person isnt going to make the effort, nothing is going to work! I am a strong, sincere, warm hearted woman....I dont think it'll be hard for me to find someone who will actually appreciate me for who I am...and wont play games....at least I hope not!!! I have a thing for music and I love to relate the songs to my life: Well I have two running through my mind right now. 1) Theres gotta be someone by Nickelback and 2) I survived you by Clay Aiken (yes I'm a clay mate! dont hate!! lol) I just had to post about my happiness!!!!!!!!! There is still hope and my heart has been revived....
gopher Posted January 9, 2009 Posted January 9, 2009 Congrats!!!....Focusing on yourself and enjoying your life will only make you more attractive to potential dating partners.
openbook08 Posted January 9, 2009 Posted January 9, 2009 Thats brilliant! I think Im not far behind ya... beginning to feel a little giddy ha ha!! heres to the best 2009 for you
Author Whitefox123 Posted January 11, 2009 Author Posted January 11, 2009 Thanks for the replies!!!! I actually wrote him an email today telling him that I've had enough of the back and fourth and the drama and it was time for me to pick my heart up off the floor and get on with my life. The only problem is that I might be stuck having a class or two with him this semester...I'm still trying to see if I can get out of them. But I am at least over trying to get back together with him and dont have any romantic feelings towards him anymore!!!!
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