Saw her talking to new Bf using my old sim .. broke me up again .. :(

[durotto]

Well i am sure all of you know by now that my ex her new bf and I all work in the same office together ..

 

I am maintaining NC with both of them .. no talk at all for 7 days .. but today I saw that he had left early and she or he whoever called and she was using the phone sim, I had given her to use before when we were together, to talk to him ..

 

completely broke me up again and I feel like a wreck again ..

 

1) Do I take the sim from her ?

 

2) Do I take the love letters I wrote her ?

 

 

She is willing to give the love letters back to me which definitely means no turning back for us .. and I donno ..

 

Am I being petty wanting these things .. or is just my emotions ?

I am back to square one again I guess..

[EmperorR]

I took all the cards letters, deleted all the emails I wrote her because she didn't deserve to ever read my emotions again. I would take them back, your words from the heart they mean nothing to her but something to you.

[durotto]

Ok ..

 

I am just so sad and broken up today ..

 

You try to be so strong .. yet I feel so weak ..

[vino]

What do you want the letters back for?Let her keep them so she can reflect later and realize what a jerk she is!

[durotto]

ok .. I will let her keep them and be the better guy and just move on quietly ...

 

Man I seriously hope one day that she wakes up and feels the same pain I have .. ... but then again I love her and so I do not want her to feel pain ever .. Why is love like this ?