Bluebird In My Heart Posted January 8, 2009 Posted January 8, 2009 I loved you for a year, waited for you to come around Now here you come, saying, "Let's be friends." It's not good enough for me you had your chance to treat me with respect Instead you let me go waiting for a year I left the door open for you, all this time So I cried and cried waiting for you all this time I can't allow this condescending, "Let's be friends, I'm back with her. Life is so much better for me, I want to tell you all about it." So I called you on it, did you ever care? And you jumped back, surprised, that I have a heart that you're full of lies So he's doing me the favor Now After one year waiting It's too late for me to go back to who I was before I am changed, different I don't know who I am But I thank you for letting me go After one year of damage After one year of pain I hope every time you are with her You think of my name Feeling restless yet? Oh, but it'll come, it'll come Things are well now, right now, though aren't they? You'll feel lonely I won't pick up the phone One year later * I love you LS. I have been lurking here since 2007. You have gotten some great ideas into my head. I know his leaving me is the best thing. For him. For me. But isn't it funny...I really don't know who I am anymore?
famke Posted January 11, 2009 Posted January 11, 2009 wow, bluebird in heart, you discribed it beautiful. I think he doesnt even realize what he put you through. He only thinks of himself. I know what you mean: I really don't know who I am anymore. I feel the same. spend much time with friends and family, but also on your own. you'll find yourself again. trust me on that!
Author Bluebird In My Heart Posted January 22, 2009 Author Posted January 22, 2009 wow, bluebird in heart, you discribed it beautiful. I think he doesnt even realize what he put you through. He only thinks of himself. I know what you mean: I really don't know who I am anymore. I feel the same. spend much time with friends and family, but also on your own. you'll find yourself again. trust me on that! ((famke)) Thanks for the sweet reply. Yes, he doesn't realize what he has put me through. I remember thinking...wow, this guy doesn't even care enough to hate me...just...indifference. Nice. I am figuring it out, and it is getting much better now that I am looking forward more and more and leaving the pain behind me. Thank you for the optimism - I do need that. It is a reordering of things, sifting through and saving all of the good that can be saved, and figuring out what my future is going to be. I have hope. I am not staying stuck, stagnant. That is one thing I know. I am gradually getting my concentration and focus back, I am taking care of my body, my mind. My soul... I can not tell you how delightful it was to see your message, it is nice to have someone read that and relate. The heart is a precious thing - we must take care of it, who we give it to. *love to you*
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