Ezekiel1337 Posted January 7, 2009 Posted January 7, 2009 I havnt talked to her or texted her in a couple of days. Nothing new has happened, but today i was taken by an incomprehensible rage. I hated her... hated her so much. I kept thinking about all the effort i put in to her. Kept thinking about how i was her training wheels. That dependent woman who would have killed herself if i left her now throws me away. She keeps cute texts going to keep the door cracked. She has so much baggage, that not many people are going to want to deal with more than a months worth of it... and im talking about girls, imagine a guy. She will be back... i know that. But... i dont think i want her back. Not after all the lying, not after all the pretending. Its weird hating someone when they dont know you hate them. But i still love her, but i also hate her... so confusing.
not_a_happy_camper Posted January 7, 2009 Posted January 7, 2009 I havnt talked to her or texted her in a couple of days. Nothing new has happened, but today i was taken by an incomprehensible rage. I hated her... hated her so much. I kept thinking about all the effort i put in to her. Kept thinking about how i was her training wheels. That dependent woman who would have killed herself if i left her now throws me away. She keeps cute texts going to keep the door cracked. She has so much baggage, that not many people are going to want to deal with more than a months worth of it... and im talking about girls, imagine a guy. She will be back... i know that. But... i dont think i want her back. Not after all the lying, not after all the pretending. Its weird hating someone when they dont know you hate them. But i still love her, but i also hate her... so confusing. confusing, and yet entirely understandable. there is a fine line between love and hate.
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