blackrider27 Posted January 6, 2009 Posted January 6, 2009 as some of you know i deleted my ex sent me 3 messages yesterday in response for me deleting her on myspace (yeah, it's high school) which i ignored! And today sucked because in chemistry she was talking to every guy in class and then i'm pretty sure she talked about her boob size, and i was sitting alone on the other end of the room reading, kinda bothered. But i kept strong and didn't look at her. And i almost turned and talked to the girl in back of me to get her jealous, but i decided to be the bigger person, and she was actually having boyfriend troubles and i cheered her up and told her about looking for help online, which made me feel good to help other people. And then i texted my friend to check her myspace and see if my ex took our albums off, but it was funny the text didn't send, but i sent it again, but her myspace wasn't working. So taking it as an omen, i decided to tell her not to tell me i didn't want to know. I'm really trying to keep this up, though i felt kind of down today. I don't really miss her, i miss the old her before she started to change. I still stay clear of love songs and sad stuff. I'm gonna try and get a part time job to keep me busy Feed back would be really nice right now edit! she actually sent me another message saying "ya know its not really nice what your doing here. idk hwy u hate me, im not talking to any guys and im not even going to winterball. you can say i ruined your life or whatever but time has past and i wish we could be past all this immiture ****. look i get it your avoiding me and your proving to me and yourself that u can be happy without me well congrats. great accomplishment but tbis is stupid dont you think its kinda wierd acting like i was never in your life? im guessing you wont respomnd but i figured i give it one more shot but thats it im done im not gonna make myself look like any more of an idiot and try and talk to you so whatever " i hit delete, i'm not allowing myself to get hurt
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