EMBeee Posted January 6, 2009 Posted January 6, 2009 Why in the beginning were you so very persistent? I was hesitant to get with you because I knew the situation you were just getting out of. You said you needed me. You said I was special. You said I was your angel from heaven above. I believed all your charming schemes and fell into your trap... I fell real hard... for you. You were the first to tell me you loved me. That just made me melt and fall for you even more. Little did I know that I was a fool. You told me you wanted to have kids with me, we would be a big blended family with the white picket fence... with cats and a dog... and a little baby of our own. Boy was that a dream, because it would never be real. You told me that you believed everything in life happens for a reason... that we were brought together for a reason... that we were soul mates... The moment I told you I was pregnant with our child, while on the pill might I add, you freaked out and ran like a coward! Did you know my due date was YOUR birthday??? Do things really happen for a reason? Then what was the reason I became pregnant on the pill and my due date happens to be YOUR birthday?? You were so very depressed, while I was carrying this little child of yours. Did you know that your depression caused ME to be depressed?? Did you know I was having a miscarriage? Just the day after my first ultrasound when they saw that little tiny heartbeat... my baby... OUR baby... was dead... I have never been through so much pain and sadness in my whole life, and the love of my life - YOU - were not there for me. I wanted to die, I don't think I ever thought of death in my life as much as I did when that happened to me. I guess things do happen for a reason... there's a reason that I had that miscarriage because the moment our baby died, you were happy once again. Instead of telling me you missed me... you told me you miss your ex wife. Even though she's still with her new fiance you have these hopes and dreams of getting back with her. Damn, you told me you could trust her again if she came back to you... boy are you in some major denial or what?? You can compare me to your ex all you want... I'm glad I'm not her.... you can't make a ho a housewife... truth hurts don't it?? You can wait for that cheating ho all you want... but let me tell you - when she does it again I won't be there for you the next time around. I'm not gonna wait around for you. I got my own life to live... you had your chance to be happy... with me. I gave you everything, my life, my love, my devotion, loyalty, honesty, faith, and a child. Good riddens to you! I can't wait to see the regret on your face when your cheating ho bag leaves your ass once again... cuz I ain't gonna be there for you... you had your chance and you blew it!
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