envyonthecoast Posted January 5, 2009 Posted January 5, 2009 i fell hard for this guy, sam, four years ago. he was what you could call my first love. he liked me back, but i was an awkward kid. i was too emotional, and, two hours after he'd asked me out and i'd said yes, i broke up with him. i told him i just wasn't ready, but i would be in a month or so. three weeks later, he went to a party and started dating this girl. he still wanted to be friends, but i was so hurt and angry over it, i couldn't do it. about a year later, i realized i broke up with him because i have extreme anxiety. i've moved with my family an hour and a half away from where he lives, so i haven't seen him in two and a half years. the problem is, i can't seem to get over him. it still hurts to think about him. when i'm sad, i think about being with him to cheer me up. it's completely messed up, and i'll take all the advice i can get on how to get over him.
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