tyty512 Posted January 5, 2009 Posted January 5, 2009 So heres the shortest version I can give of my story...I met the love of my life 3yrs ago we had spent the past 2 1/2yrs happily together living together raising his daughter as ours( I loved being her "stepmommy", she does have her real mommy in her life but she lived with us) and just being a happy family we both have been in very serious realtionships before I was married for almost 4yrs previously and he was with his ex for over 4 yrs and had a child so we knew somethings about love, past relationship failures and all that, we arent new at this we arent teenagers we are grown adults. We were both starting to think about marriage and babies on our own but hadnt really talked to eachother about it yet and I guess thats where our mistakes lie because in turn he got scared that we werent on the same page and made some stupid mistakes, we have been broken up for 3mnths now and he is with someone else. Well we both know this wasnt suppose to happen this way we both know we are meant to be together but now we arent due to mistakes and some of the things he has done he doesnt feel he can go back on now. neither of us have been able to let go of the love we know is there and very real and true. So I sit here knowing I have lost the love of my life and hoping he will find the strength to do what he knows is right and we will be together again. I know he feels trapt due to things that have happened and I know he loves me. So heres what I want to know is there anyone out there who has been in the situation of lossing a love and wanting nothing more than to get it back? I believe in "true love never dies" I believe people can get lost and find there way back to eachother lots of couples have done so my grandparents being one of them. I read that Jean Claude Van Damme has been married 5 times and his 3rd and 5th wife is the same woman she said when he left her for his 4th wife she knew they would be together again so she just waited. Thats how I feel about my life but its very scary I dont know how to do anything without him in my life, without him and that little girl I am empty. Many have said just move on but that is easier said than done I have tried and we continue to stay attached to eachother somehow. I have never in my life felt about ANYTHING as strongly I feel about the love the 2 of us share. I believe in people making mistakes and finding there way past them I in my own life have been there and done that so I get it. I also believe in what I call a "quarter life crisis" its something that happens to alot of people when you get to where your really becoming an adult you get scared with the way things are going for you and you question whether you are acheiving what you want in your adult life. I too did this a few years back so I believe thats what happened to him. I am trying to live my life right now day by day thinking we will find our back to eachother but I just have to wait. I am not sitting around waiting on just that I am trying to just live for now but its hard. Anyways enough babbling sorry. I think alot. if you have been thru a similar situation and have any advice Id love to hear it. And maybe even some sucess stories of lost and found again love...thanks....
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