Darla doll Posted January 2, 2009 Posted January 2, 2009 ive almost decided to completely give up on guys this time and im not someone who gives up easily. i really need someone who can give me some advice or tell me what im doing wrong. please be honest i can deal with the truth. in the last two years, i found this guy who was really considerate and really sweet and we really hit it off but he was ten years older and i just wasnt in the same spot as him when things got serious so i left along with some trust issues because he wasnt always honest with me and i didnt need that. I then started to get feelings for one of my really good friends and then about two months ago, he just completly stopped talking to me. i waited a while to see if he was just busy and then went to talk to him. he seemed really nervous and said he had just been really busy lately (even though he talked to all my friends but me...) i figured maybe something was wrong with him and i told him i would always be there for him and left. he hasnt talk to me at all since so i decided to give him space. plus hes pretty much an alcoholic and i dont think thats what i need either right now. then i met this guy who seemed to have a personality that fit perfect with mine and i was having so much fun with him i decided to go to a mutual party he was at on new years. Ive never had such a bad new years! his ex showed up (which btw before i kissed him the first time i asked if there was a girlfriend and he promised me no. that there was one but she was psycho and out of the picture) the whole nite he wouldnt talk to me because she was there and when a friend asked him what was going on he said he didnt want to start any drama.he didnt like his ex but couldnt do anything with me cuz she was there. Thinking back if i was in his shoes i probably would have done the same thing. but then of course new years exploded with drama when someone got alcohol poisoning and a friend of mine at another party got in a bad fight and went to the hospital. i left the party and went to be with the people in the hospital and the next day, i just felt like ****. the guy didnt do anything wrong, but i dont think its my place any more because obviously the ex is still in the picture. i tried going out with some friends and potential guys last nite but the whole time i couldnt stop thinking about this new years guy. really? im not the kind of person who usually falls really hard for guys. i usually have no problem leaving and not worrying at all what might happen next. now all of a suden im hooked on this guy. whats wrong with me? any advice on what i should do?
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