Joker77 Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 Today I'm driving around listening to the radio when I hear that the place where my ex works got robbed today. Me being the stupid idiot I am, texted her to see if she was ok. She responded that she was. I'm really hating myself right now. It feels like the wound has been reopened all because of my stupidity because I still care for this girl. Guess I have to start all over again.
kizik Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 Dude, you were checking to make sure she wasn't hurt. I applaud that. You're a good man!
Author Joker77 Posted December 31, 2008 Author Posted December 31, 2008 Dude, you were checking to make sure she wasn't hurt. I applaud that. You're a good man! I appreciate it but I feel like I've screwed myself up again. I want to tell this girl how much I miss her and I know I can't.
kizik Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 All you did was send one text. You didn't screw yourself. Stop beating yourself up, and focus on your positive attributes. And have a fun New Years'!!
Author Joker77 Posted December 31, 2008 Author Posted December 31, 2008 All you did was send one text. You didn't screw yourself. Stop beating yourself up, and focus on your positive attributes. And have a fun New Years'!! Well...it wasn't exactly one. We went back and forth a few times about what happened today but nothing bad. The fool in me wanted to hear her say that she missed me. I knew otherwise. I'm just glad she was ok.
kizik Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 I'm just glad she was ok. Like I said... you're a good man. Don't forget it. And don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
Author Joker77 Posted December 31, 2008 Author Posted December 31, 2008 Like I said... you're a good man. Don't forget it. And don't let anyone tell you otherwise. I appreciate it kizik. I'm really glad I found this site. It has been so therapeutic. At least she knows that I was able to put everything aside and let her know that I still care.
kizik Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 Yes... that is good. But try to focus from now on, on what you feel and want. The caring and compassion inside you is your own. Too bad she doesn't get any more of it. Oh well. Her loss. Maybe in 10 years she'll realize what she lost, but by then, you'll have long since found someone who appreciates you. Because that girl does not. What an idiot.
Author Joker77 Posted January 1, 2009 Author Posted January 1, 2009 Yes... that is good. But try to focus from now on, on what you feel and want. The caring and compassion inside you is your own. Too bad she doesn't get any more of it. Oh well. Her loss. Maybe in 10 years she'll realize what she lost, but by then, you'll have long since found someone who appreciates you. Because that girl does not. What an idiot. Kizik, Thank you for the support my friend. It is much appreciated.
confusedgirl85 Posted January 1, 2009 Posted January 1, 2009 You did a good thing, its a natural thing to worry about those you care. Besides it wasnt a big deal, you just texted her to see if she was ok. Dont make a huge deal out of it, just enjoy your new year's eve!
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