saturnfell Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 I sat at my desk today, trying desperately to hold back the tears. Any fool could tell who approached me, that I wanted to burst into tears. No fancy party hat, no noise maker, no laughter and no hope. I miss him more than ever, and I'll leave it at that. For those of you who saw Sex and The City the movie, remember the part where Carrie opts to be alone on New Years... that's me and big is sitting at a bar alone, well... I can only hope he's alone. I'm so sad... this is honest sadness. Words of encouragement, please? "I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didnt call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all."
MWH Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 You're not alone :-| I don't know what happened but my heart broke today. I'm feeling a deep deep aching inside me. Way down deep inside. This is horrible. Peace, MWH
Author saturnfell Posted December 31, 2008 Author Posted December 31, 2008 I believe it was BCCA that said the following "they would wear a gasoline suit through hell if they had to" well... I would. I have one foot in it right now. Light up hell cause I'm a comin' through! I'd sit on volcanic rock if it meant seeing him if even for a few hours. I'm an idiot. This is a lesson to all of those who are thinking of breaking NC. Don't be stupid because that's what you would be... stupid! One words about sums it up here. Yup, that's all. I'm going to run through hell now with my pom poms!
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