rosary67 Posted December 30, 2008 Posted December 30, 2008 Signed up last week when i was really toiling and have since spent the last week reading constantly and getting a lot of comfort from various posts.A lot of good people on here that r suffering and i feel your pain i really do.Anyways 2008? cant wait to c the back of it,the worst and i mean worst year of my life.But i really dont c anything getting better soon for me in the near future.In february this year i lost ma gran who i was really close to and it was sudden 3 weeks later wife locks me out packs all my stuff and takes it to a friends when i was nightshift.I recieved a txt notifying me. We patched things up and i rented a place for a few months,then went on holiday for a fortnight and it was great then moved back in.Then i was paid off from my job of 8 yrs which i loved incidentley.Good money,people etc had a good living from the place ye know.So decided as im gettn on a bit (36) ill try college get some decent qualifications try and turn a negative into a positive but its been a total disaster from day one.Ive really really struggled with it and the strain of that plus basically no money coming in took its toll on the marrige. 16th december locked out again and ive been stayin in my sisters place since. Havent seen my kids (2 girls aged 8,14 ) or heard from them since let alone my wife.Im here till friday then thats me no place to go,no job,no money,no wife,no kids.Tried the txting,mailing etc but ive heard nothing.First i was in shock obviously now ye could probably scrape me off the floor.Totally depressed and feel worthless and hopeless.(not suicidal btw) Anyways not trying to depress people but theres always someone out there in a worse position.So GOOD RIDANCE 2008 hopefully things will turn for me next year. thx for reading ppl and keep the faith!
Riffmeister General Posted December 30, 2008 Posted December 30, 2008 Amen brother! I'm expecting tomorrow to be hard though. I know my ex has got back to the UK by now, will be seeing the other guy on NYE, and despite telling me that nothing would happen when she got back, she's since said she needs to be with him, so clearly it will. She should be here with me, but she's not. I'm trying real hard to focus on MY NYE, not hers. Wow, this is tough, eh?
Knight_Ctrl Posted December 30, 2008 Posted December 30, 2008 Yeah, this year was fantastic for me until about 2 months ago.........and it was **** enough for me to disown all the good parts of the year, because now those memories only bring pain. Later 2008, I plan on distracting myself with my new lady friend (female and only a friend as it stands). and booze.......booze is good.
starzphalling Posted December 30, 2008 Posted December 30, 2008 bye bye 2008. you craptastic year you. 2009 better be good or i'm putting myself into a chemical induced coma until 2012 when the world ends!
EmperorR Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 tommorow will be hard esp when the clock hits 12, 05,06,07 i spent with my ex and I remember those times vividly. Now i'll just be alone in my crummy apartment Ga see you 2008, you wont be missed
Sexy Kitty Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 I sure hope 2009 is a better year for me then this one. Nothing but heartache this year.
not_a_happy_camper Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 first six months..........happiest memories of my life so far, spent with.........don't know if i can now call him the most wonderful person i've ever met.......not so sure now. but my life took a nosedive around august............and has been slow to improve.............turns out the boyf didn't seem that interested in sticking around someone who was having a bad time of it. gawd......so much went wrong in the last few months with him. on top of everything else. left me at my lowest ebb. thanks. thanks so much. i don't understand why i miss him. and i know i'm going to spend all tomorrow evening feeling sorry for myself as the clock strikes 12, remembering ringing in the new year with him last year. knowing i'm alone now. and wondering who he's spending new year's with.............in fact i'm probably better off sitting in......i won't be able to stem the flow of tears..........not so hot in public, eh? so yeah, good riddance 2008. here's to 2009 being a million times better.
Riffmeister General Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 Great, now I've caught a virus. Could this be the worst week of the year? I think maybe so!
starzphalling Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 computer or physical....computer is much worse in my opinion, and if so...i feel for you. if you're physically sick, that is still no fun, but is much less frustrating and costly to fix ( i say costly because i tend to beat on my computer when it misbehaves).
Riffmeister General Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 computer or physical....computer is much worse in my opinion, and if so...i feel for you. if you're physically sick, that is still no fun, but is much less frustrating and costly to fix ( i say costly because i tend to beat on my computer when it misbehaves). It's the sub-microscopic infectious agent that is unable to grow or reproduce outside a host cell type. And yes, before anyone gets clever, I lifted that straight out of Wikipedia. Right now it's only by the grace of God that I can wipe myself, never mind come up with something like that.
starzphalling Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 lol..feel better, and thanx for the smile
jason83 Posted December 31, 2008 Posted December 31, 2008 I hear you guys! I REALLY hope 2009 is better. I sure can't wait for it to start!!!
starzphalling Posted January 1, 2009 Posted January 1, 2009 BLAH!!! ADIOS STUPIDO YEARO! im gonna sleep my way into 2009
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