californiadreaming Posted December 28, 2008 Posted December 28, 2008 Man, it has been 4 days of NC- and for some odd reason, I miss her so bad. To top it off, I get out of the shower, and The Notebook is on. It's ending so that is good. I am not going to break NC, but I really am thinking of her so much right now. I just found out some REALLY SERIOUS family stuff, and I wish my bestfriend was here to listen, and cry with me. But, she's not, and it hurts. - Just venting.
Dmoney28 Posted December 28, 2008 Posted December 28, 2008 Hang in there cali. Im sorry to hear about your family situation. 4 days of NC, im proud of you man. I know its hard not having her around to talk through tough times. But the longer you stick with NC, the better off you will be. Its almost like a win / win. Although it dosent seem like it at first. LoL, i was watching the notebook by the way. I'm a glutten for punisihment i guess. Its funny, i first saw that movie with my EX......tear
Author californiadreaming Posted December 29, 2008 Author Posted December 29, 2008 Hang in there cali. Im sorry to hear about your family situation. 4 days of NC, im proud of you man. I know its hard not having her around to talk through tough times. But the longer you stick with NC, the better off you will be. Its almost like a win / win. Although it dosent seem like it at first. LoL, i was watching the notebook by the way. I'm a glutten for punisihment i guess. Its funny, i first saw that movie with my EX......tear Yea, the notebook was one of our signature movies. The funny thing is, it came on like sometime in the first week of our break up, and I referenced it many times with her, since our break up. - I was just glad it was over. Today, I am feeling pretty cool. It is amazing how the days goes by and the pain drifts with the days. I took a drive up near a new community that me and my ex discovered last summer, and it it kinda made me sad, but I just got over it, and came home. Man missing her sucks.
Dmoney28 Posted December 29, 2008 Posted December 29, 2008 thats right bro, the pain does go away. I'm Sipping a corona listening to some DJ Quick and Suga Free. Trying to get right, lol. yeaahhh
Author californiadreaming Posted December 29, 2008 Author Posted December 29, 2008 lol, I heard that homeboy. I didn't drink at all this weekend. I have just so anxious for all of this christmas / new year crap to be over with. I want to get back to normal life & get a dorn job.
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