LikeCharlotte Posted December 27, 2008 Posted December 27, 2008 I was just now asleep and I got a phone call... I couldn't get myself conscious to know what I was hearing and now I don't know what to do. I am not sure who just called me but it was to tell me that my bf was in a hospital is alright but could not contact me. I kept trying to pull myself out of my sleep but I didnt do it fast enough and I almost thought it was a dream. I didnt take a number to call him and even if I did I do not have a long distance or international plan on either phone here yet. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I'm not even sure what I just heard. I just yanked myself out of sleep - pu cold water on my face - and am charging my phone to hopefully send a text message. I'm not even sure if my phone's battery went dead or if I just fell asleep on the person who called. I feel terrible. I think I heard that he will be home in 14 hours, but it might have been that he was there 14 hours. UGGGGG. It is 3am here and probably about 9pm there... ARG. I'm so worried.
Author LikeCharlotte Posted December 27, 2008 Author Posted December 27, 2008 Ok. I now know what is happening and I am not panicked. I wish I had a plane.
Author LikeCharlotte Posted December 27, 2008 Author Posted December 27, 2008 I dont know everything but I know he is ok enough to be home in the morning. Right now I am regretting any complaining I ever did about distance because all I can think is what if something horrible did happen and I couldnt get there. Nothing could be worse than that - at least when it comes to real problems with long distance. Perspective. I have it now.
dashing daisy Posted December 27, 2008 Posted December 27, 2008 Oh goodness, that must be so scary. I'm glad he is okay enough to be home in the morning, I hope you will be able to talk to him soon.
Author LikeCharlotte Posted December 27, 2008 Author Posted December 27, 2008 Still waiting to hear. I don't know much and I'm sure he must be okay. He wouldn't send someone to call me to say he was if he wasn't. Yet, somehow I am just so scared that something has gone wrong. I am trying to be patient and just wait but I can't concentrate on anything else. I spent hours on the internet looking up the symptoms I know he had and with the little info I have and I think I've made myself insane thinking it is viral meningitis... I have a friend who almost lost her son to that. Of course that is where my mind goes and I had to stop myself from looking anymore. I'm just thinking the worst right now. I think sometimes I am so used to things going horribly wrong that I can't behave normally.
Author LikeCharlotte Posted December 29, 2008 Author Posted December 29, 2008 So he is home and seems fine. Just hoping it stays that way. I hate that i wasn't there to do hand holding. I guess those are the real problems with distance. Being too far to be of any use. *sigh*
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