blackrider27 Posted December 24, 2008 Posted December 24, 2008 My ex and i broke up almost 2 months ago. They're are a lot of good sides and bad sides. Before i start, my problems are so little compared to the people on the site. The people that have been with their exes for years, and they dump you. And your still around. I have so much respect for you, and i pray for you. But hey i'm in high school and i'm in high school love haha. my ex and i dated for almost a year. And the year was great and i loved her and we faught every now and then but then we fought a lot in october and she broke it off. And i thought that was it, i thought i was gonna die any day now. I hated life, and everything, but i looked online and found a lot of help that eased the pain, with the support of my brother and friends (and you guys of course). But now 2 months later my ex and i have talked a lot(much to my rules of NC). It sucks because countless times we've had good convos and say we love each other, and then i'll be shot down the next convo. But now i feel so much better, and i don't even think i love her anymore. I'm happy, i'm looking for other girls, and i'm pretty sure i've gotten her out of my head. Until.... I see her in the halls and in Chemistry, like i'll be completely fine until i see her and see her talking to guys and i'll be a complete wreck. And it's so hard that i end up skipping the class, and i can't switch out. I just wish i didn't have to see her. And what else sucks is that she posts all these surveys on myspace and they just hurt, as much as i try not to read them. I don't know how to get her fully out of my head. I can until i see her, and i really wish i didn't have to see her. What do you guys think?
Joker77 Posted December 24, 2008 Posted December 24, 2008 My ex and i broke up almost 2 months ago. They're are a lot of good sides and bad sides. Before i start, my problems are so little compared to the people on the site. The people that have been with their exes for years, and they dump you. And your still around. I have so much respect for you, and i pray for you. But hey i'm in high school and i'm in high school love haha. my ex and i dated for almost a year. And the year was great and i loved her and we faught every now and then but then we fought a lot in october and she broke it off. And i thought that was it, i thought i was gonna die any day now. I hated life, and everything, but i looked online and found a lot of help that eased the pain, with the support of my brother and friends (and you guys of course). But now 2 months later my ex and i have talked a lot(much to my rules of NC). It sucks because countless times we've had good convos and say we love each other, and then i'll be shot down the next convo. But now i feel so much better, and i don't even think i love her anymore. I'm happy, i'm looking for other girls, and i'm pretty sure i've gotten her out of my head. Until.... I see her in the halls and in Chemistry, like i'll be completely fine until i see her and see her talking to guys and i'll be a complete wreck. And it's so hard that i end up skipping the class, and i can't switch out. I just wish i didn't have to see her. And what else sucks is that she posts all these surveys on myspace and they just hurt, as much as i try not to read them. I don't know how to get her fully out of my head. I can until i see her, and i really wish i didn't have to see her. What do you guys think? Being I haven't been in high school for 12 years, I can tell you it does get better bro. There was a girl who I had a thing for my sophomore/junior year of high school. I was crazy about this girl. I thought she was the end all be all of girls. She didn't like me the same way and I was crushed. I know it's not a relationship like you are talking about, but trust me......when you are out of high school and go to college, you will look back on this and laugh. It does get so much better.
Author blackrider27 Posted December 24, 2008 Author Posted December 24, 2008 Being I haven't been in high school for 12 years, I can tell you it does get better bro. There was a girl who I had a thing for my sophomore/junior year of high school. I was crazy about this girl. I thought she was the end all be all of girls. She didn't like me the same way and I was crushed. I know it's not a relationship like you are talking about, but trust me......when you are out of high school and go to college, you will look back on this and laugh. It does get so much better. haha i know this is just high school. Sometimes i might think (correct me if i'm wrong) that sometimes high school love can be the hardest. Cause while your in a high school relationship, you think it'll last forever, and that your with the girl you want to marry. And then it ends and your like wtf? I just don't know why i did all this for nothing. I mean i shared a lot with her, my first kiss, my first other stuff and all that. And i don't think about it at all unless i see her, or have a dream
Joker77 Posted December 24, 2008 Posted December 24, 2008 haha i know this is just high school. Sometimes i might think (correct me if i'm wrong) that sometimes high school love can be the hardest. Cause while your in a high school relationship, you think it'll last forever, and that your with the girl you want to marry. And then it ends and your like wtf? I just don't know why i did all this for nothing. I mean i shared a lot with her, my first kiss, my first other stuff and all that. And i don't think about it at all unless i see her, or have a dream Man, high school love sucks when you are in it. I'll never forget my first high school girlfriend. When she dumped me, I was freaking devastated. And I did so many stupid things at that age that I can't believe that I did....driving by her house every day, trying to find her at school and see who she was with....just completely irrational things. See? I can look back at it and laugh now. But I understand how you feel.
Author blackrider27 Posted December 24, 2008 Author Posted December 24, 2008 Yeah, thanks for the replies. Sometimes i envy the older guys on the site, that don't have to see her in class ya know? But on the bright side, I thought the next 6 months after she dumped me i would be a wreck, but i'm so much better and happier then i thought i was gonna be. Prolly thanks to the site. I always keep in my mind that they're are far worse things then a broken heart ha. Like in Iraq, a kid can see his family get blown apart by artillery, and i'm complaining cause i have a broken heart lol, i'm sure he'll trade. Thanks for the reply again. ::edit:: Well she messaged me and at first i thought i shouldn't reply. but i ended up doing it but wanted to keep it light READ FROM BOTTOM UP! mhm im sure. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ME Date: Dec 23, 2008 10:18 PM i cant sry ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: EX Date: 23 Dec 2008, 10:15 PM um okay either that or u dont want to talk cya around i guess.. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ME Date: Dec 23, 2008 10:12 PM hi i can't talk ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: EX Date: 23 Dec 2008, 09:57 PM hey.. well what the hell?
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