Knight_Ctrl Posted December 22, 2008 Share Posted December 22, 2008 Even when I don't dream about her every single morning I wake up I just feel horrible. I can't stop from crying. Through the day I get a little better...sometimes. I've been really going downhill guys. I started getting better for a little while until we talked and I found out shes with another guy....ex friend of mine. I've had a broken ankle and the only time I haven't felt like dying is when I'm on the vicodin for it. I've even started talking to another girl who is very beautiful that I get along fantastically with. But I don't want to get real serious with her until I am fully over my ex, its been about 2 months now. And this is the second year in a row I've experienced a significant breakup just before Christmas. I'm so lost everyone, I feel like I'm just losing at life. Link to post Share on other sites
lifesucks2 Posted December 22, 2008 Share Posted December 22, 2008 I know mornings are the worst, well you're seeing someone else now that means you're making progress, not much left till ur over her i guess.. i really wish i could date someone else but i can't. So if you can do that after 2 months i guess ur moving on quickly so just try to handle the pain, plus it's better if u feel the pain, that means ur healing Link to post Share on other sites
kizik Posted December 22, 2008 Share Posted December 22, 2008 Hi Knight, I feel you. First of all, allow me to commend your wisdom in deciding to hold off on dating the new girl until you feel you're over the ex. Very smart. A lot of people wouldn't hold off, and the result is a lot of resentment and anger being brought to the new girl, who doesn't deserve it. Secondly: sorry about that ankle. Careful with the Vicodin. Pretty addictive. Lastly, I am totally with you about being alone on Xmas. Things will be better next year, though. This is just one year in a lifetime of many. Try to think of it that way. About the thread - mornings are hardest for a lot of people. When you sleep, you're shut off from the world, you don't feel pain (as much). When you wake, the reality comes crashing back. And yeah, it hurts, a lot. All I can tell you is that you are NOT alone, I know EXACTLY how you feel, and if I made it, so can you. I promise. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Knight_Ctrl Posted December 22, 2008 Author Share Posted December 22, 2008 I know mornings are the worst, well you're seeing someone else now that means you're making progress, not much left till ur over her i guess.. i really wish i could date someone else but i can't. So if you can do that after 2 months i guess ur moving on quickly so just try to handle the pain, plus it's better if u feel the pain, that means ur healing maybe I am getting along ok....It doesn't really feel like it. Even when I'm doing things with this other girl I still think of my ex quite a bit....bitch just needs to get out of my mind, she doesn't even deserve to be a thought. Link to post Share on other sites
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