fran82 Posted December 19, 2008 Posted December 19, 2008 actually i kissed him, we'd spent a really good afternoon out at dinner and dinners, and i kissed him. and i have to say i really have no regrets. we're not back together! hell no, i still remember why it ended, in fact its all we talked about that night, we know that right now in his life he's not mentally in the best place for a serious r/ship, he's got demons to face first. but it was truly amazing! we spoke about it after and we both agreed that neither of us had felt so alive as we did in that moment! i dont know when i'll next see him as he lives across the water, we're not defining what we are, but staying positive and stayin in touch if the notion takes us. and most importantly never saying never. i dont have any expectations, and i dont think he does either, but it was special to us, it really meant alot. we never split because we fell out of love, so i guess after all the heartache it was nice to re-affirm that theres someone out there who does actually love me(atleast it felt that way), and knowing that is enough, for now at least. thought id share a happier story with you guys, there can be light at the end of the tunnel it seems, though i guess the moral of the story is, its best not to have any expectations happy for today, fran x
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