Just took my name off our lease; found a new apartment...

[zilverenvlinder]

I almost had a panic attack when I signed that thing, because it was soooo cement. I still have to get my furniture and all of my things. (I'm at my mom's house right now.)

 

This is just insane. After living together for 2 years, and being together every night, now I'm totally done. No more. I'll never sleep in that bed with him again. I'll never watch our favorite shows with him, we'll never go out together again. If I ever see him, he'll probably be with another woman. (Fear of all fears.)

 

But this is good, right? He is a cheater. He couldn't handle a real relationship, so he ended ours. He wants us to be friendly, but I don't think I can do that.

 

This whole thing seems like a nightmare. One day, you're fine, and your boyfriend wants you to pack up your bags with him and move across the state. The next day (literally) he doesn't want anything to do with you because he's sick of fighting with you and never wants to see you again.

[heartbroken55]

I feel your pain. After living with someone for so long and seeing them just about everyday, suddenly one day they're not there anymore. It can be pretty lonely and yes it truly does feel like a nightmare.

 

Sometimes I feel like I'm going to wake up and she's going to be right next to me saying it was all just a dream... I wish...

 

Just got to keep your head up high, take it one day at a time. That's what I'm doing.

[EmperorR]

Ya it sucks I guess the realization is the hard part knowing I'll never see my ex ever again talk to her nothing.