9Lives Posted December 15, 2008 Posted December 15, 2008 I was with this guy for almost 4 years. Just crazy about him. Anyway he broke up with me in November. He did not want me out of his life but I could not be the girlfriend anymore. I had to be the close woman in his life. He was trying to fix his issues and that kind of bull. So he tells me that I need to see other people cause he cant give me what I wanted but he does not want us to not be friends or anything. Since I was in love with him, I told him I love him and I cant be his friend. I asked him not to call me anymore and then I changed my number. I KNOW he did not want that. He just wanted us to be cool cause we was pretty close at one time and I was very good to him. He lost a friend and a good lover. But hey he decide that he was not going to be able to be in a Relationship anymore. So anyway, this was in November that we broke up and I went NC. So this sunday, I was on a date with this guy and here comes my ex. He was walking fast past us and then I noticed that he slowed down and looked real hard to see if that was me with someone. I played it off and acted like I did not see him but I saw him. He had to back past me again and he turned his head so he would not have to look again. I acted like I did not see him again. IT was hard. We left after that shortly and I saw him sitting by himself looking at his phone. I know that bothered him cause it would have bothered me. We have not been broke up that long. I miss him so much but I have been strong on NC and I have not made any moves towards him whatsoever. I was just glad that he sees that I am moving on and not sitting at home waiting for him while he is out meet new women. It felt really really good. I wonder what he is think though. Probably not a thing since he ended it. I know he did not want to hurt me and so I dont think he was expecting to see me out already with someone. I still miss him and think about him. It was just wierd what happen. (sigh)
Author 9Lives Posted December 15, 2008 Author Posted December 15, 2008 I think I am just telling you all about what happen to see what you think really. Sorry;)
Jenny123 Posted December 16, 2008 Posted December 16, 2008 Don't feel bad, you have every right to start moving on. I think it's good 4 him 2 see you are moving on- even if it doesn't feel like that on the inside:) If he wants you. he'll come find you. I wish this would happen with my ex and I!
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