OCCDAVE Posted December 11, 2008 Posted December 11, 2008 Well today marks 3 weeks now with nc at all for my ex who broke up with me.I wont lie i still miss her but in the end i saw her real side which makes me mad cause i feel the past 2 years was a act and i was just filling the void.What i have been told she has already found a new bf (jeez that was fast)I still break down from time to time cause its not easy considering she was my first love and i broke my virginity to her (yuck).Guess i would have rather she say i don't think we should be together anymore not string me along them drop a bomb and already has a guy .I now feel angry that im 100% sure i was pouring my heart to a cheater.sigh I still remember a few months ago i spent my birthday at the hospital and she came to visit me.I was in pain cause of the ivs so she fed me my lunch and held me saying ill never leave you:(
EmperorR Posted December 11, 2008 Posted December 11, 2008 Ah I know how it feels man, I lost my virginity to my ex as well, always thought it was speciAl with her now I'm just disgusted to think of it. But you got to stay strong keep your mind busy, time heals trust me. I was engaged to my ex she just went away for two weeks and screwed a guy she just met 3 times dumped me a week later with a new guy she met at school. I've dealt with it all humility embarassment feeling like I wanted to die. Hell even now 4 months later I still think like damn after everything I did for her she would be nothing without me and she just tosses me away like a coffee cup. But those are the only thoughts, I went from wanting my ex bAck to not, I feel free hAppy, all I miss is having someone by my side etc. But I know I'll find someone better than my cheating crAnky ex. Stay strong
Author OCCDAVE Posted December 11, 2008 Author Posted December 11, 2008 Ah I know how it feels man, I lost my virginity to my ex as well, always thought it was speciAl with her now I'm just disgusted to think of it. But you got to stay strong keep your mind busy, time heals trust me. I was engaged to my ex she just went away for two weeks and screwed a guy she just met 3 times dumped me a week later with a new guy she met at school. I've dealt with it all humility embarassment feeling like I wanted to die. Hell even now 4 months later I still think like damn after everything I did for her she would be nothing without me and she just tosses me away like a coffee cup. But those are the only thoughts, I went from wanting my ex bAck to not, I feel free hAppy, all I miss is having someone by my side etc. But I know I'll find someone better than my cheating crAnky ex. Stay strongI'm trying just odd to think its been 3 weeks i have flat out ignored her then again shes all over another guy id be the biggest moron at this point to even try to make contact.
Surfer Dude Posted December 11, 2008 Posted December 11, 2008 Don't make contact. She's over you, she's with someone else now and staying in touch would be detrimental to you. These women are not worth it. You're better off without her.
Author OCCDAVE Posted December 12, 2008 Author Posted December 12, 2008 Don't make contact. She's over you, she's with someone else now and staying in touch would be detrimental to you. These women are not worth it. You're better off without her.Im just angry ugh and to think she said if we ever did not work out we can still be friends what a load of bs.I miss the person i fell for now i dont know what has become of that person.
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