iwanttolive Posted December 7, 2008 Posted December 7, 2008 I don't even know how to express the intense pain I'm feeling. How could a person be so cruel to break the heart of someone who loved him so much? I made him laugh, I dyed his hair, I was his best friend. And he told me "I'm afraid I do not love you as much as I thought. I do not want to lie to you, sometimes I still think of her (the gal whom he liked for 2 years but treated him badly)" How do I close the chapter, how could I?
DSM-IV Tom Posted December 7, 2008 Posted December 7, 2008 Makes you view all people of the opposite gender differently, does it not?? It's a terrible feeling. Closure comes with time, when you find out you're not alone; when you find out others are out there, others have been through it too, others can relate... etc. Can you imagine how weird we look to aliens if they were monitoring us? We are built independently (as in we are born alone. (and no, dont talk about twins. i mean we are all our own bodies. dont get technical either by mentioning siamese twins. you know what I mean)) Wait I forgot what I was saying. Let me try that again rofl. We are born independently and we die independently. So can you imagine how it would look to aliens who were viewing us from a third viewpoint? We are all over eachother, like parasites. Pulling towards eachother, even though we were born independent. Why do we gravitate towards one another? We can never truly be part of them. The world will still be the same colors if you lose the one you love. The world will still sound the way it did. The world will still feel the way it did. We must look so odd... trying to form relationships with another like bacteria.
EmperorR Posted December 7, 2008 Posted December 7, 2008 I know it's hard and how you feel etc., It's what we all wonder how can someone say they love you so much one day and the next feelings change. How can someone who always told you your the best person i've ever been with the only person who truely cared about me, dump you and hop into someone else's arms while your left there heartbroken. But you can get through this, no you will get through this. You just have to cut him out of your life. Closure comes from within, asking him won't get you anywhere trust I know.
Author iwanttolive Posted December 7, 2008 Author Posted December 7, 2008 If many others can relate with me, then we humanity must be sharing the same ability to love and to feel pain. And he returned my love with the worst pain imaginable.
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