should i break up feeling lost!!

[loosingmymind]

hi, i really need some help cause i feel like i'm losing my mind. i've met my gf online like a yr ago she lived in another country and we both were from the same country we started having a long distance relation ship we could talk for hours and hours over the internet and the phone we were so satisfied with what we have everything was going great untill we decided to meet this summer. we met and things were going even better we got engaged and had a party and family got involved then we planned to get married in like a yr. i had to go back and leave the country so i can get things ready for the marriage and she had to go back to her country. two month after that things were still going great untill she moved again to another country to finish her studies and we knew that was gonna happen and we agreed on it. the first two weeks i started feeling the change she would still call the same and we would still talk for hours but from the way she talks i can tell she has lost intrest i know and im sure that she is not cheating on me and she doesnt have some body else in her life but i have this gut that she lost excitement we've been engaged for couple month now i tried talking to her about what im feeling and she is always denys it and start crying and tells me she loves me and she wants me and she wants no body else till the other day when i decided to ask her that we need a break and i told her that i still love her and more than before but we need a break i want her to take a break for like a week so she can make sure and i can make sure how we feel, she started crying and said that she doesnt need anytime to think about how she feels cause she already loves me and know her feelings and she wants me and she told me that if i need a break that means i dont love her cause if u love somebody u cant stay away from them for 7 10 days i know that we gonna meet in like 25 days from now cause im going over to see her but this feeling when we talk like makes me feel she is a lot different she doesnt talk about too many things that she used to do on daily basis now she wouldnt mention anything about her daily things and ive the feeling that im loosing her i donno what to do should i leave her should i stay and just wait to lose her plz help me i need an advice.

[cherryade]

If she says she loves you, then you have to believe her, at least until you see her. I know it seems like an age though. Been there - had a long distance relationship, and now and again would be convinced something was wrong, and read into everything way too much, only to find I had just made myself feel that way. I'm not saying it's your imagination or anything, but it sounds like there are a lot of changes going on in her life (and yours) and if you can just ride it out without panicking too much till you see her, her body language will give you all the information you need.

Good luck x

[loosingmymind]

thx for replying. i really dont think that she doesnt love me, i know that she still loves me but the thing is that i ask my self i know her love is fading away cause it happened to me before i know she lost the excitment or the spark the thing im scared off is could that lead her to get bored of this relation and start looking for something new could she leave me later on after she thinks she got over me and thats wuts on my mind all day.