Tinkerbelll Posted November 30, 2008 Posted November 30, 2008 Well, today a close friend of mine called to say he met him yesterday.. She started by saying that it seems he's having lots of affairs going on etc..appreciating his life as a single etc.. Then she said me that during the evening in different occasions talked about me, and in nice terms..According to him, he had a really good time with me but I ruined everything by pushing him too strongly. He finally said that he was sure we would meet today since we hang out in the same bar..but you know what? He was wrong, today it's 3 weeks NC for me and I just didn't show up I need more time. Honestly, I feel much better..and I am also very happy he has at least good memories about what we shared. I really wonder if he's going to show up, because I have this feeling.. I mean, it's just curiosity, I am living my life 100% even without him..and every day I feel better and better..
Author Tinkerbelll Posted December 3, 2008 Author Posted December 3, 2008 I spotted him on AIM..well, I was almost sure he was going to tell me something..He didn't. 23 day have passed, he never felt like contacting me again.. I feel so empty tonight..Yes, I still think about him. My soul cannot stop to feel like there is still something special between us.. It can't be wrong.. God: help me to accept the things I cannot change.
EmperorR Posted December 3, 2008 Posted December 3, 2008 Ah I know the feeling 72 days NC, sometimes I wish she would contact me, or if she still thinks of me shrugs probably not such is life keeps moving on.
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