nyckid Posted November 30, 2008 Posted November 30, 2008 She was my first true love, and I was her first truw love. She broke up with me because we constantly argued, I was too controlling, and just didnt treat her the way she desirved to be treated. At first I begged and pleaded like so many other people. She had broke up with me about 3 months ago after 3 years of going out. We have talked on and off as just friends but she was never into that idea and was always angry at me. She basically acted like she wanted nothing to do with me. I wrote her one last love letter explaining that i have done alot of self _ improvement, and that I wanted her back. She said no so I told her i understood. I didnt talk to her at all for 2 weeks, and one day out of the blue she started talking to me again. This went on for about a week, and she would text me, walk me to my class, call me, and even apologize for being mean during the breakup. This was short lived when her friend told me that she had said that I text her all the time, and I started talking to her again out of the blue. When it was really the exact opposite. I made out with a girl, and with my luck it turns out that my ex knew her and they worked together. Now my ex was really pissed, and bad mouthed me to just about the whole world. One day I let my emotions get the best of me and I sent her a really nasty text calling her names, and telling her to just leave me alone. She was obviously really hurt by it, so I apologized to her. Its been about a month since we have talked and NOW she is making It seem like she is moving on. I thought she had before, but I guess I was wrong. She is always mad when I talk to girls, and walks around like she never knew me. She is constantly trying to make me agry through myspace, etc. I here mixed storys that she is seeing someone knew, and that she isnt. I dont put much effort into finding out because It really doesnt phase me At this point. My question to the viewer is, am I pushing her away? and should I start talking to her again so indifference doesnt come into play?
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