heavier than cement.

[e.clipse]

you hate me, but you won't tell me.

 

i wish you wouldn't pretend to insist

because Excuses were invented long before you

 

i can't live my life accumulating attempts,

especially when your hatred

is heavier than cement

 

so i beg of you:

please don't ever come back

because it still hurts here,

inside

 

and it is better to have you far,

than close, yet gone

 

the love you taught me

no one else gave me,

i swear.

it's true.

 

it's all i know.

all i want gone.

 

i am going to ask you again:

please don't come back.

it still hurts too much.

 

it is winter.

and you are a fallen leaf's summer's wave good bye.

a long time gone.