Jolie76 Posted November 24, 2008 Posted November 24, 2008 Oh god I miss him today and I came about a inch to clicking on his myspace page to see the last time he logged was, but I DIDN'T I came here instead. I do not want to see his page and any new comments that may be on there! It's been almost two weeks since I last looked I can't look now. It will just hurt me I'm sure. You guys are my life line don't let me do that!
TeaAbraham Posted November 24, 2008 Posted November 24, 2008 That's boiling water you were about to dive headfirst into. No bueno! Way to stick through it.
lofi_tokyo Posted November 24, 2008 Posted November 24, 2008 I think she just put a post up on "breaking up" about checking his myspace. ;p
Author Jolie76 Posted November 24, 2008 Author Posted November 24, 2008 yeah i didnt have anyone tio talk to and i cracked
TeaAbraham Posted November 24, 2008 Posted November 24, 2008 Dammit! I have failed you jolie. I will make sure I am on LS 24 hours a day now instead of just 22.
Author Jolie76 Posted November 24, 2008 Author Posted November 24, 2008 right now the hardest part is not thinking about him and his new gf togather it's keeping me from sleeping at night those stupid images burned in my head. I want to be happy again, and I want to be able to function and go through one day without crying. God Bless those who are strong and get through it faster then I can
gennamoon Posted November 25, 2008 Posted November 25, 2008 Jolie... I feel your pain. I haven't seen or talked to my ex for 15 days since he completely cut everything off...today I happened to look at a picture of him on one of my friend's myspace pages...it sucked. I found myself crying earlier this evening which I haven't done in over a week. What sucks even more all of his friends are friends that I've had for eight years. It has been even more horrible because the people that promised to remain friends with me aren't proving to be friends that I can count on so not only am I mourning the loss of this guy that I became extremely close to, but I feel like I'm mourning changing relationships with my friends. I keep waiting for things to get easier, but it seems to only get harder. UGH.
fabulousgal Posted November 25, 2008 Posted November 25, 2008 you are not alone. nc is hard. sometimes the feeling to contact is so overwhelming bc you are so focused on not...your head gets all swirly with thoughts....sigh...but then it subdues for an amount of time. don't feel bad, i wanted to contact my ex real bad today. you can always start anew! thought about deleting your ms? i did awhile ago. it's not worth the drama/pain/temptation.
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