JooLee Posted November 23, 2008 Posted November 23, 2008 okay, so, my post is pointless and its such a small thing.. but i dont know, im a little pissed off right now! my good friend calls me up today and he's like, guess who ____ (his ex) is friends with? im like "santa claus?" he replies "someone we both dislike" so i go, "____ (my ex) " and he goes "yap" so im like "ah, its no big deal, they are entitled to be friends with whomever they want to" he says he knows that but the thing is what she told him. apparently she copy and pasted her and my ex's chat conversation which goes something like "i know ___ (my friend) doesnt like you and you and him have bad impression on each other, but i have my own opinion and i think you're nice" so my friend is totally pissed off, which makes me pissed off (i dont understand whyyyyyyyyyy i am!) , i understand why my friend is pissed off but whats it got to do with meee?? im starting to think im just pissed off at myself for letting it affect me! maybe im pissed off over her betrayal to my friend. i seriously dont want to feel anything over this so i have to let it out here! oh and my good friend and his ex are still friends. SO THIS GOES TO SHOW THAT YOU CAN NEVER BE FRIENDS WITH AN EX! my good friend and my ex, they dont like each other and my ex even made me stop being friends with him (who i knew for years and really is a good guy). Of course im still friends with him, and now my ex gets the satisfaction of being close to his ex gf. why is my #@$$% ex keeps winning?! i know my ex and i am sure he is laughing his head off that he can use this opportunity to hurt my friend (my ex is a vengeful person) anyway, i dont want to give two sh*t what he's up to, who he is friends with, or hear anything about him! its funny ya know, i never knew i could have loved someone as much as i did to him and now i never knew i could hate someone as much as i do to him. GAH! i need a punching bag right now! so much for thinking that im almost there to getting over him!
Author JooLee Posted November 23, 2008 Author Posted November 23, 2008 i just reread this post and realised how stupid it sounds. bah!
lofi_tokyo Posted November 23, 2008 Posted November 23, 2008 i just reread this post and realised how stupid it sounds. bah! ahahahah too cute
lovejennastill Posted November 23, 2008 Posted November 23, 2008 hey just wanted to say try not to let it get to u, focus on the good things in life, u sound like a lovely person and im sure there is someone else out the who will be lucky enuff to meet u, and maybe u can just start a new relationship and it will be ok, but mabe not each person differs, mabe u still have feelings for ur ex, i read somewhere "a broken heart needs more than just time to heal, it needs persiveirance (bad spelling) and willpower to want to be happy again, just dont let it get to you and if u think ur having coping problems u should read the thread i posted...
Author JooLee Posted November 23, 2008 Author Posted November 23, 2008 thx lovejennastill.. im feeling much better now and couldnt care less.. was just a moment of weakness ya know. yah i believe that i will be all good again! and im determine to make it happen! self control is the key! as long as he's out of my life im all good! thx for yr support!
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