Whey2Big4u Posted November 20, 2008 Posted November 20, 2008 well I didnt know where to put this, but here it goes.... I GOT MY CLOSURE!!!! its been over a year and I finally got it. The other night I went out to the city after work. I had to take a train home back to brooklyn. While I am waiting for the train I realize that it was the station my ex needed to take to go home from college. As I turn around there she was waiting for her Train (two different trains same platform). I smile and say Hi, she looks at me and turns away...no ackowledgment. This was the first part of closure I got since she was the one who left me and she cant even say Hi. Then I llok behind me to see what she was doing, she was reading a book and holding it with her lefthand, lo and behold SHE" ENGAGED!!!!! Just became a year apart and shes engaged. This was my second closure. I had nothing to say, nothing I wanted to ask either. I was in shock. Yes it hurt me, I wont lie and when she left and got on her train I punched a wall since I was angry with myself for not saying anyhitng, but I realized right then and there how lucky I was. she obviosly never caed for me or about me nor held any respect for me. I have come so far since she left em and, I am just thankful, I was dressed to the 9's (for work) and I had lost alot of weight. She looked the same. Funny but when I looked at her she was ugly to me. It was her personailty. I just find it funny how she knew me for six years and then left me, but knows this new guy for 8 months and they are now engaged!!! HAHAHA. I already see thi endig with a child and divorce. I now vow to do even better than I am and that I just be better. for those who have read my past posts, I will NEVER let a women treat me like crap again!!! Although recently I have stopped thinking of her and moved on, I can now not have that daunting thought of "WHAT IF?" I am finally at peace.
Sysyphus28 Posted November 20, 2008 Posted November 20, 2008 The X's can be pretty awful huh. Six years you say and you don't even get a Hi. what a scumbag!!! Dumb-ass college Bi***. Get yourself a woman bro'. HAHAHHAHAH My ex says hi, but she is fake as sh**. Behind my back she probably makes fun of me to her friends and new b/f. I'm glad you go your closure man. Sometimes it takes a year to feel right. WHo am I without you blasted through my head when she broke up with me. I felt so lost. Now I feel lost , but on my own journey............not attached to her. I got my closure when I checked her email(which is pretty lame) and a bunch of my corny emails were labeled with (my name crazy sh**) on the folder. It made me feel like such a douchebag for wasting my time trying to patch things up.I was in a sad state....frantic really. I have done alot of dating and all girls are different. Eventually I know I'll meet someone who is perfect for me. ** I just try and keep communication open so I don't get in too deep with some girl who will F me over in 6 months. If it lasts 2-3 weeks it can't do too much harm.
EmperorR Posted November 21, 2008 Posted November 21, 2008 ah the ex, my ex is the same going on that let's be friends 61 days NC and just a pathetic text message I could have been dead, I thought I was your best friend . And looking back some days I'm happy that it's over between us, my ex was cranky 99% of the time, treated me like dirt, I feel sorry for the miserable marriage she will have later in life
nittanylion Posted November 21, 2008 Posted November 21, 2008 I was in the same boat with you. I went out with my x-finacee for 6 yrs, and she dumped me, and she went out with him with 2 weeks later. I believed they got married.... so dont feel bad cause you are not alone. Dont worry there will be someone out there for you. You will find someone who truly want to be with you.
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