Author Peter_pan Posted November 25, 2008 Author Posted November 25, 2008 yeh they are powerful. i miss her like mad. just her. sigh well ive been away at a friends for the weekend, had partys etc and was a great laugh. i met this AMAZING girl. she blows my mind, clean off. she is from sweden and is so beautiful its not funny. i got talking to her and she has the sweetest character in a girl ive ever met. its probably on par with my ex when i first met her. i hope i get to see her again. i got her number and we have spoken on face book. i would actually just marry this girl if i could. she probably has guys flocking from every angle. she was so nice, we chatted and laughed, danced wiv her and she even wanted me to fix her bracelet, which i did ! man it sucks. knowing i'll never get to be with her lol. almost as much as knowing my ex has moved on and im left with the pieces
roghornio Posted November 25, 2008 Posted November 25, 2008 yeh they are powerful. i miss her like mad. just her. sigh well ive been away at a friends for the weekend, had partys etc and was a great laugh. i met this AMAZING girl. she blows my mind, clean off. she is from sweden and is so beautiful its not funny. i got talking to her and she has the sweetest character in a girl ive ever met. its probably on par with my ex when i first met her. i hope i get to see her again. i got her number and we have spoken on face book. i would actually just marry this girl if i could. she probably has guys flocking from every angle. she was so nice, we chatted and laughed, danced wiv her and she even wanted me to fix her bracelet, which i did ! man it sucks. knowing i'll never get to be with her lol. almost as much as knowing my ex has moved on and im left with the pieces STOP beating yourself up. You're caught in some self depressing cycle that you need to escape from. You appear to look at the negative in almost everything - when in fact there is alot of positive in what you just said... You can't see that you've just proven that at any minute someone will walk into your life completely out of the blue and possibly change it forever - it just happened... fair enough it might not turn into anything, but what i mean is if you just let go of your past and fears and look around the answer and way out is right under your nose. It sounds like you had a really good time with someone, and i'm guessing you didn't even think about your ex whilst with this girl. How far away is your friend? I ask because a friend of mine had a very nasty situation in which his wife died. He was as you can imagine utterly destroyed - about a year later (and a very low year for him i can tell you) he met this girl at a party and they instantly just seemed to click, thing was she lived 800 miles away - she was a friend of the host... and left to go home the following day. He was that taken by the few hours he spent with her that he "arranged" to be in her city the following week "for work"... Anyway's i'll cut the story short - almost a year on they are now engaged. Now i'm not suggesting this is what your supposed to do - what i am suggesting is that these things can happen and they do happen. You only have one life... stop living in the past, and grab what's there for the taking!
Author Peter_pan Posted November 25, 2008 Author Posted November 25, 2008 your so right. im so pessimistic. and its amazing that a anyone could walk into my life and just take me like that. she did remind me of the ex when i first met her, and she has natural blonde hair like her. i cant help but feel i am trying to get a replica ? or do i just love the blondes!?
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