LittleDove Posted November 16, 2008 Posted November 16, 2008 Hey! This is to MOVE ON! Cashley was my X's kids names, and it was 'our' common little word... SO I dont want that memory when I write here!! I decided to change my name, seems I had to re-register to do it.? anyway, just letting people know im not hiding, im starting freash! LittleDove is learning to fly!
Geishawhelk Posted November 16, 2008 Posted November 16, 2008 I can equate with this. When I had an epiphany moment and decided for myself that past crap should stay exactly where it was, I decided to go though a personal metaphorical "re-birth" and began using a different forename. Still mine, but my second name. The symbolism alone, helped enormously. I am so over stuff now, I don't care what people call me. But at the time, it was super-effective.
Author LittleDove Posted November 17, 2008 Author Posted November 17, 2008 I also did it because he 'might' or the mother of his kids 'might' google cashley.. The name evokes memories, when we would speak of the kids, we would affectionatley say their names in one... casey and ashley= cashley. They thought of it, and we thought it was so cute. BUT, THATS MY PAST, AND I FEEL LIKE A LITTLE DOVE, FULL OF PEACE AND LOVE, LEARNING TO FLY INTO MY FUTURE!!(and thats so bright I gotta wear shades!!) I just(now) organised to renew my coaching and teaching licence, and enrolled in a fitness cert to also be a personal trainer. So im moving on! and im so excited! *I had 'that moment' last night, the penny dropped and I realised I dont want him back, I dont believe he has changed and maybe never will. I dont care, im setting out to be fabulous, and my life is good. Im going to concerntrate on my friends, and making a life for myself thats really stable and secure. And FULL. Today, I begin NC. I never need to speak to him again. PHEW!
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