cashley Posted November 11, 2008 Posted November 11, 2008 I have told my story, and its a sad one, A 2 1/2 yr relationship that was SO taxing and abusive,,, anyway I left in April, sick and really hormonal, but id HAD ENOUGH. Anyway, since the break up, i was strung along further by him, because I had called regarding his kids(he was on the news being rescued from a mountain with them) ..anyway, he told me he was so lost, raw, and single, we spoke daily, and after 2 months i did detective work, and discovered he was living with another woman... Court orders were sought, an awful and silly revenge on his part. That was August. I began NC. A week ago, I folded, and made contact... Yesterday I saw him..and I remembered our first meeting, and I felt love... He told me he wanted out of his new reltionship, and loved me..I almost bought it, except that, IF he wanted 'out' its as simple as just doing it. Overnight, I must have dreamed.. I woke, with a certain feeling, that he has NOT changed, and id somehow become 'the other woman'?!!!!! I decided today, that I never ever want to see him again. Im glad I saw him, its given me the closure I needed, I needed to express how much id been hurt, and I 'think' he listened. I got my apologies... It has jerked my emotions around, but I dont miss HIM, i miss being with someone, and I miss love. I could never love or trust him again. Now I wont have rose coloured glasses on when I think of him. ITS OVER- Nows MY time. im not falling to peices, ive been sad long enough.
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