electriclove Posted November 12, 2008 Posted November 12, 2008 I just wanted to say thank you for making this post because for the past few days I've been feeling like I've hit absolute rockbottom too. Like you I've just broken up with a guy who I loved so much and he ended it over a month ago because his 'feelings have changed' towards me. He doesn't think we have a future together. This last weekend I felt so desperate and was looking for ways out. I honest to god felt like I had nothing else to lose. Besides the break up my life is pretty crap as it is. I'm in a job that I despise and my so called friends have been pretty absent as of late. So, what do i go and do? I ring him. After 30 days of not contacting him and marking it off on a calender - I pick up the phone out of desperation because he was always the one person I spoke to! So we were on the phone for over an hour and when I got off, I actually didn't feel too bad. We had a decent conversation together, didn't fall out once and left things amicable. Then the next day I woke up and all of a sudden it hit me like a ton of bricks what a terrible mistake I had made! Ever since I feel like I've fallen into a dark pit of despair. Then I come on here and read your post and, in a way I'm grateful I'm not alone. There are people out there like yourself feeling similar emotions and struggling just to get by on a daily basis. But I know that just like there are loads of people going through what were feeling at the moment, there are just as many who have got through it and found the light at the tunnel. I don't really have any words of inspiration at the moment cos I'm feeling pretty crap too, but know that you are not alone and we can all get through this together
Misfit Posted November 13, 2008 Posted November 13, 2008 I just wanted to say thank you for making this post because for the past few days I've been feeling like I've hit absolute rockbottom too. Like you I've just broken up with a guy who I loved so much and he ended it over a month ago because his 'feelings have changed' towards me. He doesn't think we have a future together. This last weekend I felt so desperate and was looking for ways out. I honest to god felt like I had nothing else to lose. Besides the break up my life is pretty crap as it is. I'm in a job that I despise and my so called friends have been pretty absent as of late. So, what do i go and do? I ring him. After 30 days of not contacting him and marking it off on a calender - I pick up the phone out of desperation because he was always the one person I spoke to! So we were on the phone for over an hour and when I got off, I actually didn't feel too bad. We had a decent conversation together, didn't fall out once and left things amicable. Then the next day I woke up and all of a sudden it hit me like a ton of bricks what a terrible mistake I had made! Ever since I feel like I've fallen into a dark pit of despair. Then I come on here and read your post and, in a way I'm grateful I'm not alone. There are people out there like yourself feeling similar emotions and struggling just to get by on a daily basis. But I know that just like there are loads of people going through what were feeling at the moment, there are just as many who have got through it and found the light at the tunnel. I don't really have any words of inspiration at the moment cos I'm feeling pretty crap too, but know that you are not alone and we can all get through this together Electric, yeah it helps to know this is common. It's like where all in an exercise class and doing situps and see who quits first, because of the pain and suffering. AAARRGGGHHHH!. I was feeling strong but after going out again this morn and looking for a job I'm feeling defeated. You know looking for a job is the same as looking for a girlfriend, At first I was going for all the hot babes and got rejected now I'm trying to settle for the average babes and even the homely ones (I applied for dishwasher) and I'm still getting rejected. Then I think about this woman that gave me unconditional love and now I want to cry. But your name gives me strength. I love that song electriclove So dont forget it Its just a silly phase Im going through And just because I call you up Dont get me wrong, dont think youve got it made electriclove, no no, its because.... Electriclove right now I just want to hang out with someone and go to the beach. That would help considerably. Love, Misfit
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