For all those cheated on/separated/reconciled and now divorced men

[ss5725]

I would like to hear opinions from any now divorced men about my situation. My x separated man (reconciled with his wife several months ago after they were separated for 7 months due to OM) has been trying to contact me. I have been NC since the reconciliation, and when he calls my cell phone I hit the "FU" button. I guess what I would like to know is he calling because his W has gone back to the OM, or that maybe, just maybe he is calling it quits with the W on his own terms? I am so torn because I miss him so much, but I refuse to be put in the position of the OW. We really had a strong emotional relationship (no sex, but a lot of kissing and holding each other) and I miss our long phone calls at the end of the day. Any feedback would be appreciated.