gwynieatpain Posted October 29, 2008 Posted October 29, 2008 Hi, Long story short, my ex-fiance of 5 years ended our engagement/ relationship by email about a month ago, saying he has grew up from me while we were living apart for the past two years, said he didn't love me anymore, and asked his money back on the 3rd day of break up. (plus, he refused to see me when I flied all the way to Sydney). Other than grief and disappointment, what surprised me was my action towards the whole thing. I was supposed to be crying like crazy for weeks since I love him dearly, but I haven't cried. I sleep a lot. I lose interested to hand out with friends. blah blah blah ... mom was worrying, family was worrying. Friends were worrying Guess I was shocked, fully shocked. After moving on for 2 to 3 weeks, I found that great fear and shaking whenever I looked back to our photos and emails. NC to me is quite easy at this point since I'm fear to call him or see him even if I'm still missing him. Whenever I dream about him, it woke me up. Anyone has similar experience? I'm now already on medication but also want other's advices.
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