i miss him but im happier

[Lucky555]

I have come a long way. its been 6 months, however its been 20 days of NC! I'm really proud of myself. He has not contacted me and there is no need to feel like i have to be friends with him. I used to feel like gosh i should check on him..thats the problem when u care about some one nope not since 20 days ago! YIPEE! Time has helped me to care less and less each day. After breaking up my self esteem went down cuz here i thought i met this amazing guy and he still had baggage to deal with.

 

 

i can admit i fell pretty damn hard the second time around. I was injured for awhile but the plus side is i lost about 20 lbs! HAHAHA weight loss remedy haha. When i was with him i had gained because i was stressed a lot and my instincts were right about him...its just i thought i was paranoid for the longest time believing the thoughts i had, nope i was right. I didn't want to be but i was. I've learned to trust my instincts, speak up, and if they want to leave they can leave its ok i will be just fine.

[lofi_tokyo]

Yayy! Congrats on your 20 days of NC! It sounds like it has really helped you and you're doing great. Thats awesome! I'm glad to hear you're feeling fine

[citizen67]

Heartbreak diet : )

Works w/out even trying

[Meaplus3]

Good for you! Keep up with the NC and stay strong.

 

AP:)

[Lucky555]

Thanks everyone! yup it helps. I wish to say that breaking up is easy but it really does just take time. Every two weeks after the break up i felt like if we are friends then i should be friends....HAHAHA who was i kidding he doesn't ever ask about how im doing and then i said who needs this and thats where the NC started! Big o'l boink on the head!

[EmperorR]

ya im 26 days nc, i still miss my ex, but im getting happier every day