Deegee Posted October 11, 2008 Posted October 11, 2008 I just posted about my exbf calling, and while reading it, I realized that no one is keeping me in this hell, but me. And I'm done. I no longer want to be waiting for his call, I no longer want to hear his explanations, I no longer care for this person that he turned out to be, I no longer care about his thoughts and feelings, I no longer care if he's eating right, getting enough rest, or taking his vitamins. f*&^ him, his W can be his friggin' mother, and I finally want away from him, and am gonna do it for myself. He's an emotionally, unavailable, stunted, narcissistic, immature little boy that has time for only his needs, and I see that now, wow. Sometimes love REALLY is dumb, deaf, and blind, eh?!s I feel a sense of relief, and am honestly a little sad, but I really feel like a weight has been lifted. I'm tired of crying, and being sad, time for a change!
Reggie Posted October 11, 2008 Posted October 11, 2008 Are you surprised he's like this? He cheated on his spouse. Yeah, move on and look for a legitimate boyfriend. Hell, there are billions of guys in the world. Find a single one. Good luck. Glad you figured this out.
whichwayisup Posted October 11, 2008 Posted October 11, 2008 Think you're reached your ENOUGH is ENOUGH boiling point. Keep going with that anger, it'll keep the fire in your belly going to NOT want to contact him or have him in your life. You're free of all the crap, the rollercoaster ride..And once you grieve and heal, one day you WILL look back and be glad that this part of your life is finally closed. Keep strong and read no foolin's thread in the coping section. There's a copy of link in Smiles recent thread.
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