gummybear Posted October 10, 2008 Posted October 10, 2008 They are both my friends and the met online and have been together for nearly 2 years now and they are very happy together. They looked so in love and happy in the pics that when I saw them, it made me feel very lonely and sad. I've never had such happiness like that before and I feel so envious of them. The reason why I never had such happiness eventhough I dated 2 guys who were just the sweetest, is partially because I have some emotional issues that I haven't quite overcame (I've done therapy and still working on it). Seeing their pics reminds me of what I could of had but lost because of my issues. I just hope that one day I get to have that happiness....
Kasan Posted October 10, 2008 Posted October 10, 2008 They are both my friends and the met online and have been together for nearly 2 years now and they are very happy together. They looked so in love and happy in the pics that when I saw them, it made me feel very lonely and sad. I've never had such happiness like that before and I feel so envious of them. The reason why I never had such happiness eventhough I dated 2 guys who were just the sweetest, is partially because I have some emotional issues that I haven't quite overcame (I've done therapy and still working on it). Seeing their pics reminds me of what I could of had but lost because of my issues. I just hope that one day I get to have that happiness.... Good for you to work on your issues!! One day at a time.............don't lose faith!
whichwayisup Posted October 10, 2008 Posted October 10, 2008 You will. And don't blame yourself for the previous two relationships not working out! Look at it as a positive, once you're ready to love someone fully and have them love you back the same way, it'll be great and this wait will be well worth it!
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