radhi Posted October 8, 2008 Posted October 8, 2008 she is not heree and I miss her so much. I love her dearly but she has hurt me so bad. trust and respect gone. yet i can't stop crying about it. It has been 1 day now since i spoke with here. keep finding myself looking at phone, checking my mail. hope? don't know what to do. this feeling is overwhelming. wanna cut it out. go back pretend nothing happend. but when i think of what she's done, it turns my stomach. why?? i gave you everything!! made plans, looking forward to finally hold you in my arms again. hug you kiss you. smile! working hard now so i can spend time with you when you arrive. My dearest, you stabbed me in the back. This refelcts on my work. I can't concentrate. just wanna lie in bed but haven't slept for 2 days. lost.
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