randuff Posted October 6, 2008 Posted October 6, 2008 Of complete torture. And there is noone to blame except myself. I thought there was a chance to get back with my ex and long story short I just wasted all that time for more grief and more heartache. I should have left it all alone April of last year when we broke up but I chose not to. I really just wanted a chance to type this down so I could come back and look at it when I had feelings of wanting to call or text. I was a complete doormat this whole time and can't get the time back so I have to make the choice to move forward and put it behind me Today is a brand new day and life for me........
Geishawhelk Posted October 6, 2008 Posted October 6, 2008 Soooo many people break NC, and soooo many people regret it. NC is a time for healing, for letting go and for rebuilding who you are as a lone person. And that doesn't mean 'lone-ly'. It means getting back to know you. To find out what you've learnt, to let go of resentment, because trust me, it just makes everything taste bitter.... You need to re-evaluate who you are and realise that you are worth everything you invest in, for yourself. If you keep picking at the scab, it's not never gonna heal, is it.....?
Author randuff Posted October 6, 2008 Author Posted October 6, 2008 Soooo many people break NC, and soooo many people regret it. I never even got to the point of NC I have talked to her almost every day since we split 1 1/2 years ago.
Geishawhelk Posted October 6, 2008 Posted October 6, 2008 That's what I mean. it's obviously done you no good at all.....
sacg Posted October 6, 2008 Posted October 6, 2008 Thats a real shame man, I could see myslef going that way, but Ive stopped. If she wants me, she knows where I am. Your ex wasnt very fair to you mate
EmperorR Posted October 6, 2008 Posted October 6, 2008 e were all there at one point. I'm 12 days nc and every day I'm feeling better. It's hard my ex msgrd me yesterday and I didn't reply I refuse to be a friend and a doormat.
CherishG Posted October 7, 2008 Posted October 7, 2008 this is what I'm afraid of for myself . I have no choice but to remain in contact with my ex, because he is the father of my baby. As much as I wish I could walk away and pretend I was the "Virgin Mary" and had no help reproducing her, I CANNOT do that to her, nor to him, despite how much he abandoned both of us for his selfishness. I really don't know how I'm going to let go of my feelings for him if I have to continue to be in contact with him regarding our daughter...ugghh
Konfuzion Posted October 7, 2008 Posted October 7, 2008 No contact rocks, unfortunately due to extreme circumstances I live with my ex but she was just gone for 14 days and each day we didn't talk I felt so much better, to the point that now that she is back I am doing ok.
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