Crazy.S Posted October 3, 2008 Posted October 3, 2008 Just wanted to say that after 8 months of separation and 3 months of NC, I decided to break NC. The reason was that I felt much better and was sure I can handle talking to her again. So I decided to call her earlier today. I ended up talking to her for 35 mins, mostly her talking. It seems like she had a lot she wanted to share. I didn't have much to say to her, besides asking how she's doing and how's her family/friends. After talking to her I feel indifferent, I don't know if it's because I haven't slept in 24 hrs (trying to break a bad habit of sleeping late and waking up late) or I'm just ok. I don't feel like I love her anymore like I did before. I do miss her, but it feels much different. She didn't mention anything about her new bf, so it was nice of her in a way. In the end I did not say I miss her, indicate that I wanted to see her, or hope to talk to her again. I just said bye and it was nice to talk to her. She seems like she still thinks a lot about our history, because she brought up some memories and we laughed. After I said bye, she said bye and ttyl. So I think I moved on and I don't plan on getting into another relationship as of now. Not until I take care of some more important things, like my life and career. I hope everyone else is doing well. Just wanted to share my experience. I might be wrong and sulk later on but right now I feel ok.
Beee Posted October 3, 2008 Posted October 3, 2008 Crazy S, I'm really happy for you!!! I think you're in a good place and you should make the most of it. If it means you can be in contact with your ex and cherish it, then go for it. Otherwise keep it as it was and focus on yourself! Make the most of where you are! I hope to get there too one day....
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