ioncebelieved Posted September 26, 2008 Posted September 26, 2008 When I first met my ex. I was with her last year and the year before that on this date of Sept 26th. I wish I could go back in time to this date, two years ago and use a little more head instead of heart. DAMN!!! It sucks how much better my life was in 2006 compared to now. Not to mention I broke NC last week after almost 3 months of it. I was doing fairly okay after breaking it, but the hurt and pain still linger a bit. Today marks a new chapter in my life and I have decided to put her love away on a shelf deep in my mind and heart. Only she will be able to bring it back out. Sure, I still love her like Sept 26th, 2006, but I accept her and I are over and ONLY she can bring my heart and head back to that day we met. I also understand that THIS IS MY LIFE and she is no longer a part of it. Too bad because I am a great guy and if she would have given me a proper, well deserved chance she would have seen that. This mess has prepared me for the right one!! B.B.D--- I still love you and miss you like no tomorrow, but YOU will never be forgotten, but I now know what I wish I should have known two years ago. My best goes out to you because I am going to be fine!!!!! Not today as I hurt and remember, but someday!!! God if you are listening.... Send the right woman my way for I know how to treat her!!!
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