karie5744 Posted September 23, 2008 Posted September 23, 2008 Hello everyone... I once sent some emails in here that must of been worse then just poor poor pitiful Karie5744..... I want you to know how DUMB I now feel because I could not break off a relationship with a male who did not have respect for me.. But I DID IT... in December of 2007. I'm so very very happy now!! I do not miss that controlling jerk at all. He had an affair behind my back more then one gal too. And she KNEW I was in his life, she didn't care either. It DID take me 4 years to get it run through my THICK head that I needed to dump "this miserable azz".... I feel so great because I had been so depressed through MaNY years of my life .........I suffer from Dysthymia (low-level daily depression)... I've ALWAYS been co-dependent on anyone who would take me in ... And now I live on my disability BUT I'm in charge of myself. I can stay alone!! I DID get a kitten who was 4 weeks old , her mommy got run over... & she is my best friend! I call her Sadie Mae..lol She makes me laugh. I feel SAFE with her near me. I just wanted you ALL to know I finally made it!!! I felt the need to share it... Oh, I have also lost 27 pounds since I left that miserable moron!! I eat healthier. I've been eating chicken grilled, fresh cooked shrimp in "stirfry" ..(I hate soy sauce).. I eat fruit.. I don't eat crackers/cheese.. hardly any butter nor breads..no potaoes I do eat SOME pasta but I can't eat tomato sauced foods.. and I can't eat greasy foods so I've learned to make new healthy meals.. I am deliciously HAPPY!!!! with myself!! Please praise me.... Karie
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